Yes, I need a break. From what? My own thoughts.

Do you need a break? From what?

Life feels like I’m always wiping the same table, day after day. While I’m at it, my mind whispers, “Remember when you tripped in front of the whole class?” over and over, like a broken record.

Sometimes I wonder if these memories have a deeper point. Are they here to teach me something? Or is my mind just bored and wants to bug me? Maybe both.

We humans share this odd dance. It’s like picking up the same coffee mug each morning. We see a stain that never really goes away. That stain is a lot like our regrets. They stick around, reminding us where we’ve been and what we’ve done.

So, do I need a break? Yes, from that endless loop of cringe in my brain. If I can’t turn it off, I’ll at least learn to grin at it. After all, a mind full of silly stories means I’m still alive and trying. And that’s something, right?


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Kalyanasundaram Kalimuthu

This blog is where I dump my brain. Like a suitcase that’s been zipped too long—thoughts spill out, wrinkled, awkward, and not always useful. No tips. No advice. No “live better” tricks. Just messy, raw thoughts—sometimes funny, sometimes not. Sometimes I don’t even get it. I don’t even want to call this writing. Real writers might take me to court. What I do is more like emotional spitting, random keyboard smashing, and letting my thoughts run wild like unsupervised toddlers in a grocery store—touching everything, breaking nothing important, but still making everyone uncomfortable. I do this because it helps me breathe. It’s like taking the trash out of my brain before the smell becomes permanent. It helps me talk to people without tripping over my own words. Writing clears the traffic jam in my head—horns, chaos, bad directions, all gone for a while. If you’re looking for deep lessons or motivation, you’re in the wrong place. I’m not your guide. I’m just a guy talking to himself in public and hoping someone finds it mildly interesting. This is the mess I call writing. Or not-writing. Whatever. Like a broken vending machine—it may not deliver what you asked for, but sometimes it still drops something weird and oddly perfect.

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